there, aunts and uncles and in-laws and people that are going to, uh, you know, if i wanted to move to montana or if i wanted to, uh, take up a new career, there's going to be huge family drama. total meme. whether it's true, mostly unlikely, unless you decide that that's what you wa your life to be. i don't deserve it, a meme. how could there be anything out there in this world that you don't deserve? you are a piece of god. how could the source, how could god create something, anyone that isn't deserving of all of the abundance and all of the prosperity and all of the love that comes from the source. uh, it's not my nature. uh, your nature is your, is, is a meme, the idea that this, you know, that you're shy because you can't do anything about that, it's not my nature. i can't afford it. this is one of my all-time favorites and i'll deal with it a little bit later in the program. the idea that you can't afford to do something is one of the largest mind viruses that have been placed upon you, and it's something that i would urge you to never say again, that you can't afford to do something. d